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| Hahaha. I totally forgot I even had Xanga. So how about I was reading my other entries. WOOWWW. Was I ever pathetic?? Haha. Boy, am I glad I matured?! :X Dangggg. Ha. So yeah. Don't read any of the old entries. I was pathetic & thought I was in love.. Geeeeeze oh man. | | |
| Wow. I havent been on here in years!! Haha. Cassandra inspired me. =) So yeah. MySpace like owns my life now. But I dont like it? It's addicting, but I absolutely think MySpace is sooo completely pointless? haha. But so yeah. Carrie's having a baby & that excites meee! Wooo! My birthday was on Tuesday and I can officially go see rated "R" movies.. double Wooo! But yes, it is very late and I'm so lucky that I get to go to school dizzle tomorrow and it's 1:30 so I should be hitting the hay. Peace out my kidsss. Much love.
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| How I Feel Today..
Current mood:  frustrated
and that's what you get for falling again
you can never get him out of your head
and that's what you get for falling again
you can never get him out of your head
pretty soon she'll figure out
you can never get him out of your head
It's the way that he makes you cry,
It's the way that he's in your mind,
It's the way that he makes you fall in love,
It's the way that he makes you feel,
It's the way that he makes you fall in love...
((He =*Bill;; you(r), she = me))
&&I NEED you in the worst kind of way.. if i had you, all of my troubles would go away. All of my hurt would be gone. I need you so much sometimes I wonder how it is that I'm honestly living? You're the first thing I think about when I wake up. You're the last thing I think about as I'm falling asleep. Heck, I even dream about you sometimes. I can't get you to leave my head;; it's absolutely crazy. How could someone go this insane over a boy? But I would have to say, I think I'm in love with you. Yeah, that's it. I'm in love with you. | | |
| So something's just hit me like a BIG MAC truck..  .. I'm a Junior in High School.. and I couldnt wait to graduate and get outta here, but I dont want to leave.. We're gonna have to be out in the REAL world.. no more security.. We have to become adults.. and *Bill's graduating THIS year.. and I'll never see him again.. I dont know which is worse, that or me not being able to be with him right now.. but at least i CAN see him occasionaly, but it'll be a WHOLE YEAR before I'll really see him.. I don't know how I'll do with that.. Oh well, I guess I'll just try not thinking about it.. I was listening to the song "Breakaway" from Kelly Clarkson, and thats Kittanning's Senior Class of '06 *song* and I listened to the words and all of this hit me... Oh man.. I dont want it to happen.. Awllll.. I mean I knew about all of this, but it just never HIT me like it is now.. | | |
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She's a crazy one!! But I love her!! 
.. But yeah, so me and Kylie are gonna be doing a video project.. and we're using Ashlee Simpson's song "L.O.V.E.".. but yeah, so the dance was this weekend.. it was pretty fun.. I had a good time.. and then I took Meghan and TJ home and that was about it.. and let me tell you that it is NOT that easy to drive a car in a dress!! 
DANNNNG!.. And especially following Andrew.. he's crazy! haha.. But I love the kid.. He's one of my best friends and I'm glad.. But I like never get to talk to him anymore? It's sad... but oh well I guess? That's what I get for being retarded and coming to Lenape 
Uugghh.. BIGGEST mistake of my life.. If any of you are planning on coming here.. DON'T.. The only nice thing about it is that the drama is cut in HALF.. so there's not as much.. but keep out of contact with Kittanning people, because they will bring it to you.. trust me.. I know. I've had it already.. and I'm NOT putting up with it.. so YOU best just stop 
.. but yeah, I suppose I'll go look at colleges.. haha.. Someone has a life?.. But yeah, So I think I'm gonna go to college in either New York City or Rhode Island.. NYU for sure, but I doubt I'll get in and that's the only college I'll go to up there.. so if I don't get in there, then Johnson and Wales for sure. But yeah, I'm outtie